Archive for May, 2006

Soul Sisters

Published on May 31, 2006

All my life I wanted a sister, preferably an older sister who would take my tiny hand in hers as we explored and grew together. I wanted to share cosmetics, music, blood mysteries, first crushes, clothes and as we matured, the deeper and more intimate experiences of our lives. I only have brothers and yet […]

25 words

Published on May 25, 2006

Quite naked, trembling with soul deep need. Only you know; a subtle knowledge and the heart of my mysteries. Don’t spare me. Not this time.

Dear Real Life Reader

Published on May 19, 2006

Every Bloggers nightmare has happened to me. 48 hours ago someone very dear in my real life discovered this blog and wrote to tell me so. It is the horrible experience you imagine it to be, and I sat with my eyes closed as worlds collided in 4 simple words:
‘I found your blog’.
This piece is […]


Published on May 17, 2006

I’m 34, and it’s an age I’m very comfortable with. I’m also very comfortable and at home in my flesh, and these two truths fused together in a very simple conversation over the weekend. I was at a dance workshop with people I’d not seen in a while. There was some discussion of a troupe […]

Sex toys: satanic and divine

Published on May 11, 2006

Indulge me in a masturbatory post mortem if you will.
On an average evening, following an average day, I settled into bed with the thought that a climax would melt resistance and permit a deep and restful sleep. It’s a pure enough intention I thought. I was sleepy, and I’m lazy so I reached for the […]

Hedonist with Hermit rising

Published on May 3, 2006

A few of you have noticed this personal quality stated within my sidebar, and I think realise it’s not simply some cute turn of phrase. I truly am possessed with both these energies and currently, the Hermit holds sway. It’s a common call in these spiritually indulgent times to seek time away on retreats with […]